hey u guys can change your links now, i've settled with
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don't come back.

 

 

 

I've moved!

This full stop will direct you to my new site .

 

don't change the link in your blog, i may change the add every now & then.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

        ...Last But Not Least
Time flies, but i feel that 2005's a long year. alot of events took place, from taking O'Level results, to started working... from reading poly guides and getting worried whether i'll get into the course i wanted, to actually getting into the perfect course for me... from leaving sec school, to getting used to poly life... from no more slack life, to the new 'hectic rushin' assignment datelines' life.

I entered poly this year, got to know alot of new people, and i still feel lucky that i'm in the right course. no textbooks, no maths, no science, no mother tongue, no ridiculous sec school teachers, no dicipline master and no fuckin' exams! it's exactly what i dreamt of in sec school. but being in this course means no more slack life. there's no way for me to slack anymore, with lorryloads of assignment datelines. but i'm doing what i like, and i'm workin' towards the path i want.

I changed alot in 2005, my attitude's not as rotten as the past (wahahahahahahahks). and i'm not as anti-social anymore. i learned to deal with things better (hopefully really), and i've become so much more serious towards my work. my hairstyle kept changing as well! from super short, to quite long, and i wasted so much $$$ dying hair and now it's short again.

In 2005, i turned 17.

There's are times where i'm really pissed off and fucked up but i got out of it, and i'm not goin' to fall into that black hole again. even if i do next year, i'll pull somebody in with me!!!!!! (evil laughs.... muahaahahahahahsks!!!!) kiddin', i won't do that. i'll climb out of it asap and forget bout that.

There's so many people i missed, people from aes, and some from somewhere else, u know who u are.

I'll nvr forget the hokkaido trip this year, it's so fuckin awesome i havta go back there again. after i came back from japan, i've become a much happier person (muahahahahaks), and i know that i'm fortunate. hopefully next time i can bring my grandma and dad there...

Things to watch out for 06
1. X-men 3 comin' out in mid may- june!
2. LINKIN PARK's new cd
3. CROWBAR AWARDS (i'm going to win most of the awards wahahahahahsk)
4. An even more hectic poly life for me
5. a brand new blog (hopefully), it's time to keep all these past in the closet and start a 
    brand new one.
6. NEXT YEAR'S SP POLY GUIDE!!!!!!!!!! My first ever photoshoot, i've not seen the photographs yet, don't know how i'll look there.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS (tho we all know it's only temporary)

1. SKIP FOR 30MINS EVERYDAY & at least go gymming or swimming thrice a week!
    (cus i didn't grow any taller in 2005!)

2. get a small sketch book to sketch out ideas and designs everyday, and work hard
    for CROWBAR and WSC!!!!!

3. Don't be lazy, and don't fuckin procrastinate! do things immediately and no more
    last minute work!

4. EARN $$$$$. get a part time job, take part in competions or what ever shit, i
    need to start saving for my next japan trip or backpacking to somewhere else!

5. EAT EVEN MORE FOOD & NEVER SHIT MORE THAN ONCE A DAY!
    (i want to get fat!)

                      Goodbye '05

Tatayima (i'm back)!!!!!!

I had so much fun i didn't want to come back!!!!!!!!!!!! Hokkaido's fantastic... i lurve everything there! the snow, the super cold weather, the ultimately friendly japanese folkies, the cute skool girls, the absolutely SHIOK Onsen (hotspring), the YUKATA, the TATAMI, the SASHIMI, and every single thing.

i wasn't interested in japan but now i'm totally into the jap culture. i want to go back there!!!!!!!!!! man... i took more than 500 pics. could've taken much more than that. i'm back but my soul's still there. hahs... i'm goin' crazy.

well everything is like a dream, one week's over, how time really fuckin flies. now i gotta get back to work, kampate.

http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?p=e&pid=208030788&uid=4325372

I love Hokkaido

 

Ms Tan passed away on wednesday morning. She was my sec 1 & 2 maths teacher. I remembered how horrible my class was towards her. not paying attention in her lessons, makin' fun of her, and not doing her tonnes of homework. I feel bad and guilty for being part of it. However, what i remembered most is that she's a very dedicated and ultimately caring teacher. i like and respect her alot. I think alot of us felt alot when we first hear the news that she's gone. me too. i didn't visit her when she was down with cancer. and she really changed so much physically due to that illness that she looked so different from that strong, clear image of her in my memory. i didn't know how i should react. i attended her wake last night, some of them cried. but i didn't shed a single tear although i'm sad. when we went to see her for the last time, there's a soft toy placed beside her with the message 'I love you'. it's the last message she has given us. I've been really down lately, and somehow last night that 3 words made me feel that i'm not alone. i'm still struggling within myself, confused by the absolutely messed up directions ahead of me. but no matter what i'll become, I will not forget Ms Tan, my most respected teacher. I'll miss her...

I start everyday afresh,

in class again,

totally sucks.
i think i belong to tha wrong class. bullshit...

i was partially wrong on my part. shouldn't be so damn negative. sorry for myself. i need some good news to cheer me up.